Wishing

When you flirt and
Ypu find out that you like
That person becomes hard to let go
He's great, a great friend, and
You know that he is a great friend to you.
But he doesn't want the same things you do
Like you want to be with him
But he doesn't want to be with you.
There are many questions.
Is he thinking the same as your best friend
You've been threw so much with them
That it fades
Just afraid to let go.
Theres another thing that might be it.
Hes just that in love.
And you just won't break it.

Concider me!

With Love

Bestie

She is the very person that
I must go to everyday
I hate it when I have to wait
To tell her something
Or
To ask for some advice
A lot of hatters in her fan club
I still don't understand
Not always the life of the party
But the one to party with
Has nothing to say but GOOD
Unfortunately always stuck in the middle
I'm so sorry for that
She has a smile that makes you happy too
Though she has gone threw a lot
Of horrible
She is still the nicest in the room
The one in most of my pictures
Always in my heart

With A Lot Of Love!!

Holding

Do you ever remember the time
Why all you want to do is
Live in the there & now?
Something or Someone is going to
Leave me soon
Am I paranoid....
Yes....
But this is something that I know will leave
And I'm really scared
Can I live without it
All I know at this point is that
Right now all I can do is be in the now
I can't live in the future
But I hold on to
Or
Live in the Future.
Can no one ruin this for me
Just let me live in the now

With Love

Warmth

I just had to.
I couldn't take it anymore.
I was just so
Sad
Embarrassed
And
Scared.
I was forced and this I did not like
At all.
It was hurting me and I need someone.
Your one of three.
Your my best friend.
Others had a night need to sleep.
You didn't have your sleep.
You have it up to be with me
Let my cry on your chest.
I heard the vibration
You were just so warm and
I just wanted to sleep.

I Love You
With Love

Regret

I'm hurt.
I'm so sick of the crap.
But I don't regret what I said to you.
Now I don't have to wonder.
I never to say what if.
I don't have to go through this stage.
Where I have regret.
I've seen what would have happened.
It happen.
I'm hurt.
You were a chicken.
You didn't have the guts to say it
To my face.
Just went on to her.
I Love You and I will some what wait
But time goes on and I live in the present.
Just gonna keep my happiness.

With Love